Wednesday, November 28, 2007

what means what now?

ACTION- (in my words, is a happening) three are both human and non-human actions

HAPPENING- (in my idea, something brought into existence- EX: Blinking, Walking, Sunrise, Me,...)
these can be both human and non-human

BEING- (something that "is") there are both human and non-human beings
walking is a human action. sunrise is a non-human beings

?- is a sunrise a being?- A sunrise is, but the sun rising isn't
?- Am I a being?- Yes, i was created and i "Am", but i'm also an "Is"

(consider the grammatical usage)

Action= happening, happening= being, being= be, so...

Action=happening=being=be=is=am

+tick, tock STAYS The clock.

Why cant time stay the same, and the events inside time do the changing?

+ Noon will be there again same "time" tomorrow, assuming the world is still there around that time the next day, but it's what happens between noon today and noon tomorrow that changes.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

new blog- maybe funny

http://pokedintheeye.blogspot.com/

+my outlet for all the ridiculousness i encounter

Monday, November 12, 2007

Where have i been?

+ Alright, I’ve found my way back here after almost a month of no posts._through actions of my own I’ve been out and about and I admit, I could have made time to post my thoughts, but on another side, I’ve been too tired and stressed, but its no matter now I guess, I'm here and thats that.__

+ We have been talking about Buddhism and patterns of the like. and I have to say, i've been fighting with the idea of some of the ideas presented to me. a lot of I found to be "non-sense", it was either too connected to self or too detached, making the self almost worthless or insignificant. I’m an open Atheist, and I enjoy hearing and understanding other points of view. but sometimes I wonder...__

"why do I bother trying to understand everything that may not ever have anything to do with me?"__+Im feeling off my game right now due to the stresses of living as an adult, my bills have pilled up, my services are being cut off, and I'm in a good bit of debt to my bank, and I don't see it clearing up. so I may have taken on a sour outlook on today's portion of thinking about the relationship of things...though I have ALOT to be on top of the world about, I'm just hunting my demons one at a time...on that note, I've taken to this band by the name Demon hunter, fantastic heavy metal!

+ but ok. that’s fine, debt? sure, no heat? cool <-(haha) stress? I'm down with that. but what of P, C, S, & A?

+Philosophy seems to be the parent of all of them. like a family each member has it's on personality, but holds a fabric to each other. Art is the more expressive child that says what it wants and cant take it back after said, because its out in the "outside world". Craft is the modest child who lets its function out-shine its process or its physical body. and Science is the child who has to re-invent it's self constantly because it has a problem with turning into its sibling Craft. The best part is, ALL of these members have personality disorders, and they let you know it’s the same body, but they all have endless altar egos running at the same time. Almost like a sci-fi movie, minus the spaceships and phaser guns.

MAGIC: the production of specific emotional states, or psychological

+I wish magic were real. like the stereotypical magic- where things can shoot from our hands and spells can be cast.. that would be amazing. I almost want it to be that way so bad that I play this game called "oblivion" for hours if left alone with the time to do so. I've put 40 some hours into the game over the weeks and I feel better while I'm playing. it helps me get out of my head and be some great adventurer who has really cool armor and a plethora of crazy swords to fight off goblins and bandits. though as I type this I feel "dorky" but who the hell cares? The game and the wonder are fantastic and it’s a nice retreat from my real life haha.